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I Will Always Love Me

by doin' fine

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continuumsys i listened to this album for the first time in a car ride and by the end of the car ride i felt violently affected Favorite track: Hiding Spot.
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really beautiful album that left me with goosebumps at every track Favorite track: DTF.
yagalal
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yagalal at some point i will stop being surprised by her talent, depth and technical skill
sewershroom
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sewershroom a boundless vision and excessive talent on full display Favorite track: Black Dog.
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Sophrosyne Absolutely amazing album <3 Favorite track: Black Dog.
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1.
Like Blood 05:33
Just like a brother, locked in blood Pull tighter, eyes widen, blood type change Just like a sister, bound forever Blood in the negroni falls slowly just like a feather Fall slowly down Just like a feather, feather Soft as your breath Soak the leather, when our chests are together Soft as a mother’s touch I need you I need blood Oh, pretty boy Lucky for you You’re just my blood type I wanna be inside I wanna sew our hands together I wanna dance with the floating embers I wanna burn I said, I wanna burn Just like a feather, feather Soft as your breast Soak the leather, when our chests are together I'm gonna put you in the papers I want the world to know your face then I'm gonna make you unrecognisable I'm gonna fuck you in the woods
2.
Hiding Spot 04:44
I don't go like this for our friends They’re pretty but they lack confidence I know she's your girlfriend She's getting jealous I'm not tryna make a mess But with you it’s so hard to stop So let’s go find a hiding spot That they won't think of Do you think that they'll check up in heaven Cause darling angel when we fuck And you ride on top The light above you looks like a halo I swear to god you could be an angel I swear to god that this could be dangerous What exactly do you think I came here to do? You see this Jhene on my Spotify you know why I'm texting you What exactly do you think I came here for? Pretty boy take your guess, then take my Guess off, now my Guess on the floor Ok I'm in it, We were fucking for a while but then you got yourself a missus Now you broke up and you tell me that you missed it Tell me you were thinking about it every time you kissed her Been a long time since somebody really hit it, huh? You only had vodka? Come get some scotch This is not walker this came in a box You look like an angel I feel like a god I got what you want, whats your favourite spot So let’s go find a hiding spot That they won't think of Do you think that they'll check up in heaven Cause darling angel when we fuck And you ride on top The light above you looks like a halo I swear to god you could be an angel I swear to god that this could be - Ayo stop, let me put it down another way
3.
I want to know what you miss most So I can fill in your holes
 I look like your fiancee So I know that she needs to go I know you chase old love You ain't felt in so long So what's your favourite slow song I wanna feel the heat I wanna feel the heat Oh it tastes so sweet I wanna feel the heat Baby take it slow I can make you shiver from your head to the toes Pull your hair, make you moan Baby we can bone Pussy got me chained to the rocks Got the wet dripping down to my stones Baby I'm a whore You ain't got a back to ignore Hitting spots that your man can't explore Fuckin til we're sore Then we hit the hotel for some more Hit the bed, leave the clothes at the door Slide through when I hop in, tossin Top 1 laying pipe, not top 10 They say their pussy's where my cock's belonging And when I'm not with them you bet they keep calling Dick on call for your bitch 5'4 from the +63 Licking so good they scratching walls for your bitch 7 days, any time at all for your bitch Bet that girlcock taste good raw for your bitch I'm on dial From the +61 Told shawty c'mere for some quick fun Then it last all night, watch the time fly With this watch I'm fly, I need big sums I'm like George Michael, I need fast love Telling me that last girl was a bad one And you say your right now girl is no fun Ok, Imma lean back hit it like a home run And its outta sight What are you doing for the rest of your life? Tryna make you forget your first name Tryna make you replace your last name with mine Pussy taste like red rock deli, Fuckin to The Internet and smoking unleaded Theres a ring on your finger, but to me it ain't special But I'll give it a kiss before I stop being gentle I wanna feel the heat I wanna feel the heat Oh it tastes so sweet I wanna feel the heat
4.
Hello? Can you find me? Can you find me? I'm here Oooh Ahhhh I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone My boy is beautiful, But I can't suck him off Unless it's through the phone Yeah I need to suck him through the phone Cause it's not enough, contact for us I need to, suck him through the phone I need to, suck him phone Suck him off, through the phone, I need you, and your love I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I been, suckin', through the, phone I been, suckin', through the, phone I been, suckin', through the, phone I suck him through the, I cant come to bed I'm on the phone right now I bet that this is how angels sound Heart in a stickup, If I ring will you pick up Will you pick up what I'm putting down I feel like I'm under your hex Even when I'm with my bitch, I'll still send you a text He suck me through the phone Together, on my own To make sure no one knows Turn off your speakerphone And put in your headphones Cuz that shit that we doin’ Its taboo no one knows Need to hear that ringtone Do you wanna dance with me, do you wanna dance with me? (I suck him through the phone, I suck him through the phone) Do you wanna dance with me, do you wanna dance with me? (I suck him through the phone, I suck him through the phone) Do you wanna dance with me, do you wanna dance with me? (I suck him through the phone, I suck him through the phone) Do you wanna dance with me, do you wanna dance with me? (I suck him through the phone, I suck him through the phone) Everybody wanna suck me through the phone, But they don't know I'm better off alone, Everybody wanna suck me through the phone, Everybody wanna suck Hey, It's me I know we haven't spoken in a while, and things have been weird I just wanted to let you know that I miss you And maybe you could come visit me in the summer We can go to the beach or down to the river But I still think about you, Do you think about me? Through the phone Through the phone Through the phone Through the phone Through the phone Got me emotional, I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone emotional, I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone And I know that you’re far, far far away, I suck him through the phone I suck him through the phone Do you wanna dance with me? (Through the phone) Do you wanna dance with me? (Through the phone) Countries away, oceans away, planets away, solar systems away, Do you wanna dance with me? (Through the phone) Do you wanna dance with me? (Through the phone) Oh yeah, Oh Yeah, But I can still feel you Boy, do you understand what I'm putting down? Yeah I feel like I'm under your hex, boy Please speak it to me, say it truthfully, to me, through the phone Yeah
5.
Possession 03:01
I want you I don't have high standards, they're way deeper than the sea Just no one wants to sink to the bottom with me I've been so patient, I've been assertive Oh you love me, I don't think I heard it Burn it to disc, it's on repeat Every single time you’re kind to me If all you want is to love me Shoot your best shot, and get unlucky When I look in your eyes I cant see reflection I want to see through them, take over, it’s possession I smell sea spray, blood and musk, Kiki doesn't want to die with us. I know you don't care but it’s like hell for us If it's dark, then it must be bright, news flash Oh you don't get me do I speak too fast? How do you feel when you’re asked to speak? You hold it back cause you hate me If all you want, is to fuck me Then lie and do it like you love me When I look in your eyes I cant see reflection I want to see through them, take over, it’s possession Like you love me
6.
Paper Planes 02:40
I bite my tongue but I've always hated secrets So if you have something on your chest please just speak it You said I could do anything my tongue wanted to do Just a day until that train ride Can I see you one more time I want to hear it, It's yours even if it's not on paper. Paper And after everything I still love you And after everything I still love you And after everything I still love you Paper What's wrong with me like this? I'll tell you I'm afraid to go home I'll give you what I'm owed Ask do you want me to take care of you? If it proves so, then loving goes by haps; Some cupid kills with arrows, some with traps. (I bite my tongue) I bite my tongue but I've always hated secrets (If you have some) So if you have something on your chest please just speak it (You said I could) You said I could do anything my tongue wanted to do (It's just an ex) It’s just an excuse I'll trade to you This is what we were made to do And after everything I still love you And after everything I still love you And after everything I still love you
7.
You just see a webcam, I see her with her face down And well bitch if you hate me fair enough I guess, I still hit it though Half hate you cause I love her, Half love her cause I hate you, I'm holding her even though she loves you But How the fuck it make you feel How the fuck it make you feel How the fuck it make you feel, feel, How the fuck it make you feel? You should see the look on her face Id love to see the look on your face That's why the last thing i'd ever tell you Is I'd trade your place
8.
Little Death 03:31
Throw everything away I hope that bitch gets jealous We dont touch like the others Watch as she falls Off the roof, slowly It’s a long way down from here So sew my hands to your hands, cross-stitch And make the next shot Argento-red I want to tear the dichotomy out of your throat I want to live in the same home It's the little death I'd die for you I'm holding the knife above your throat You keep begging for me to let go You dont deserve to end on your terms I little die for you You just dont know when to stop yourself Was it that hard to ask me for help I'm just a stupid bunny rabbit Caught in your snare
9.
Black Dog 08:24
Oh! Another black dog! Back to square one, back to back I fucked it up Uh, something I can’t pin down about your movement You say you love me but wheres the part where you actually do it Baked you dog treats but theres Too much flour in the dough
theres no power in my soul, Two hours I was in the cold Banging on your line, waiting on your time Watching as the sky turned to a black eye Wishing I gave u that shiner ,watch it as it shine The black dog near the wheelies I know that sign I want to know that your intentions are different I want you to say it out loud, be specific I want to know if you just want my body Like everybody before, Im praying to gods that I've cursed out before, Call that settling the score, You win the battle, You still wont win the war, I still don't trust you I'm scared that you ask more about All of the songs that I've written I just can't talk when I'm smitten All of these nights I've been rippin Paper to pieces, lyrics that you'll never listen to Even if I speak em, just to pass the time So ask me right, How I feel about you How I feel about us How I treat your friend like a punching bag But its cool cuz they're into that They don't like me but they wanna get off Don't even let em Call her pathetic I know in the end that You'll go for them and When I told you how I hurt You didn't hear a word, you were typing to her I cried on the train home The syncopations of my palpitations all out of sync Sinking in the pavement Sink is full of sanguine I keep throwing up blood Guess my heart beats too strong Guess I wont keep this up long She lives across the world and Im right here with you in this playground Why do you flinch when I try to make out? Did I need to know just how your friend had you facedown? Two face, you act like you hate me when the three of us hang out I can feel the fade out I can feel the phase out Im an impatient soul who could wait for you till I fade out You got me guessing every single movement like we’re playin charades now Newtown alleys eating takeout, If you don't love me just say it now But you dont say anything, you just play around You've been testing the waters for a long fucking day now Deep breath, Next day I'm okay now Call it episode or a spiral or splitting or a breakdown Its how you make me feel though I might make you feel the same now 'Cept I love you too much for that, don't say you love me back, I don't know what to say now Last time I cried in a carriage Was when that older girl did heavy damage You know her, too, and it made me panic I stole her skirt off the floor when I ran out I wore it to see you, Maybe you saw a bit of her in me
 I know you don't intend on hurting me But I still bleed, I still bleed Im trying to be your mum friend, Pinot noir and bombay Magnet fridge your grade A’s You’re like a kid in a rebel phase You too rebellious Belly is sick from jealousness Are you poisonous or venomous I wont stop taking bites Nobody praise me without prompting Nobody love me for nothing Don't come asking if I'm alright If you ain't do that shit common I've been hated I've been hated for being hated I've been hated for lashing out, reacting, showing symptoms, immolating, I've been facing consequences of your actions ever since the day you made 'em I've been talking, helping friends down off of ledges that I still stay on I've been letting people know they're angels when no body said that they're satan I've been thinking that its selfish to want a motherfucking change and I've been fucking hating feeling like our time all just went to waste and I've been fucking tired asking you every time how your day is You reply couple lines, say you’re fine, glad to hear it and I say it But then no reciprocation, no communication, no questions, no conversations The only time you press me to talk is when you’re masturbating Half written texts, typo filled, cuz one hand is taxi hailing Or smoking a cig, throwing a peace sign, it certainly ain't praying So I know god’s laughing down when I thank him that I made it And I still fucking love you Oh my god you fell in love Did tasting my blood tell you that I have the heart for you? Was wasting my love like making art for you? Would it be blue? Would it be black? Would it be red?
10.
DTF 08:46
PART I Fuck you You don't even know my new name, I'm down to fuck whenever you want to You still think I'm to blame, I'm down to show you I can still love you I just saw a picture of your face As beautiful as when we were just youths It ain't been that long since that age Im down to fuck whenever you want to You don't even know my new name, I'm down to fuck whenever you want to You still think I'm to blame, I'm down to show you I can still love you I just saw a picture of your face As beautiful as when we were just youths It ain't been that long since that age Im down to fuck whenever you want to Oh great, now I have a type Its you and people that look like you And It's part love and part spite That makes me wish you never fuck another bitch this fine And if this is how your horoscope works with mine I'm cursed up above by something divine Had my tarot read so many times I'm under your curse for life, bitch I just saw a picture of your face As beautiful as when we were just youths It ain't been that long since that age Im down to fuck whenever you want to PART II Even if you still regret me Make sure you don't forget me Even if I never get to hold you Please understand I wont forget you I thought that that day was the end of me And if it was, would you remember me? I'm glad to know that theres people like you If I cant have you I'll remember you You made me like the winter morn’ It’s getting colder, I could use your warmth I still remember when we found out the truth My heart felt so fat I swear I couldn't move I'm scared to settle for a memory But if thats the case, will you remember me? If nothing I say is mutually true Well motherfucker I'm still rooting for you Uh Even if you still regret me Make sure you don't forget me Even if I never get to hold you Please understand I wont forget you I thought that that day was the end of me And if it was, would you remember me? I'm glad to know that theres people like you If I cant have you I'll remember you You made me like the winter morn’ It’s getting colder, I could use your warmth I still remember when we found out the truth My heart felt so fat I swear I couldn't move I'm scared to settle for a memory But if thats the case, will you remember me? If nothing I say is mutually true Well motherfucker I'm still rooting for you If we ever meet up someday I'm tryna fuck like you’re still in love, too

about

I started work on this album in late 2021, and over the course of creating this work I changed maybe the most as a person I ever have. I decided I wouldn't edit down what I created to better suit how I feel now - I'm treating it as a send off to an era of my life.

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released December 22, 2023

Written, Mixed, Performed, Mastered by Vriska Fine
Session players credited, else all instruments by Vriska Fine
Album cover taken by Valerie Joy

Special Thanks: Crash Blossoms for everything,

Lainy, Tris, Iris, Lumi, Numbers, Mimi, Roxxie, Finn, Violet for being there for me,

and Aether for organising The Band Of The World - consisting of Rain, JP, Squirtz, Talon, and Grant, who I thank for their enthusiasm and virtuosity.

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